>A One-Watt Bulb for His Glory

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“...let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.” (Matthew 5:16)

There’s nothing like a walk through the mall for a dose of reality. I felt this most acutely on Saturday afternoon as I walked past store windows and watched people.

The first person to catch my eye was hard not to notice. She was a cashier at a popular youth fashion store. A short young woman, only her shock of purple hair was visible as she moved among the racks. Her arms and neck were layered with tattoos and her face was dotted with piercings. When I caught her eye, she smiled and for a brief moment her face was beautiful. But the brightness quickly faded like a candle instantly snuffed out by a cold wind.

Next, I went to Macy’s. The moment I entered the store, a conversation between two employees attracted my attention. “It’s really sad,” the younger one was saying, “But my mom just can’t handle him and he will only get into more trouble living with my dad. We just all think foster care is the best place for him.” A sigh from the older woman was the only response and the words drifted into thin air as the two parted ways.

From here on, I couldn’t stop observing people. It was as though the eyes of my heart were opened and as bodies streamed by me, I wondered what hidden pains, hopes, and fears they carried. Where is that old man going, with his chin sunk on his chest and his gaze on the ground? Does he have a warm home and loving family or anyone to care about him? What is in that woman’s head beneath her Muslim hijab? Does she have a hope for salvation? Why do those teenagers not smile? What has caused those hard stares?

I came home Saturday evening with a full heart. I felt as though I had gotten just a sampling of a world marked tremendous pain and confusion, and the taste was overwhelming. So many problems, so many broken lives, so many despairing hearts. So much need.

Knowing Christ — the Solution, the Healer, the Sustainer, the Comforter — I want to put an end to all the misery and penetrate the darkness with the hope I possess. But sometimes the darkness is overwhelming and I am frustrated and discouraged. I can’t solve the world’s problems or heal all the pain — the disease of sin is far beyond my scope. Fully aware of my human fallibility, my naturally response to irremediable earth is to give up myself.

And yet, as I was recently reminded in a sermon, “A one-watt bulb will light up a dark room.” God does not call me to save the world, but He does call me to be a channel of His peace and comfort and love where I am able. I am able to offer hope when I encounter hopelessness. I am able to serve in the name of Christ. I am able to share a Bible verse with a hurting individual. I am able to pray without ceasing. My life may be a one-watt bulb in a dark world, but God can be glorified in that small beam. “But God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong” (1 Corinthians 1:27). I give my all, no matter how small, and trust the outcome “to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us” (Ephesians 3:20).

But the transforming work must begin in me. If I am not preaching the gospel to myself and saturating myself in the life-giving, truth-revealing Word of God, I’ll have nothing to give. If I am not holding onto hope I will have no reason to give. But always clinging to the Light that no darkness can overcome, I can “press on” to encourage hurting souls to find redemption in the sure, regenerating hope of Christ and to look for the day when “night will be no more. They will need no light of lamp or sun, for the Lord God will be their light, and they will reign forever and ever.” (Revelation 22:5)

Lord, You are able. May I be willing.

>Called to Stillness

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For the past few weeks I have been playing a piano arrangement of the hymn “Be Still My Soul”. When I have a spare moment, I love to be carried through this beautiful piece — its flowing and clear melody seems to sing aloud its message from the page of black and white notes.

It is one of those songs I’ve always loved but not until lately have I discovered its true value. Not until the lyrics became unconsciously imprinted on my mind did I realize what great truth is contained in the hymn I thought I knew. When I stand from the piano bench, the song goes with me and echoes back to me throughout the day…

As I sort through future plans and face all the exciting, overwhelming, and unfamilar emotions of graduating from high school.

Be still my soul! thy God doth undertake
To guide the future as He has the past.

As a dear friend faces cancer and her life is suddenly filled with threatening words like surgery and chemotherapy.

Thy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake;
All now mysterious shall be bright at last.

As plans for a productive day are interrupted by a thousand little distractions that dash my carefully calculated schemes.

Be still, my soul: thy best, thy heavenly Friend
Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end.

As economic uncertainity makes so many other things uncertain.

Be still, my soul: the Lord is on thy side.
Bear patiently the cross of grief or pain.

As I lift my pencil to begin a final exam and can’t seem to know anything but my sweating palms and pounding chest and the ringing thought “What if I fail?”

Leave to thy God to order and provide;
In every change, He faithful will remain.

As I struggle with the unexplained pain of a breached friendship
Be still, my soul! thy Jesus can repay
From His own fullness all He takes away.

Everything in this life tries to keep us from being still. We are bombarded with competitions for our attentions and trust and assualted with reasons to fear. Yet it is when our hearts are quieted that we are assured with God’s presence. “Be still, and know that I am God” (Psalm 46:10). Only after we “let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts” (Colossians 3:15) can we see the folly of fear.

“And he awoke and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, “Peace! Be still!” And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. He said to them, “Why are you so afraid? Have you still no faith?” (Mark 4:39,40)

To quiet our souls with all their raging fears and tumultous emotions, we require great strength. Strength we don’t have. So we need to surrender — not to our feelings of weakness or failure — but to the mighty sufficient strength of God to quiet our hearts with His mind-surpassing peace.

Let us live beside the still waters where our souls are restored (Psalm 23). Then we may learn to look beyond these earthly cares and struggles and trust He Who is “Himself is our peace” (Ephesians 2:14)

Be still, my soul: the hour is hastening on
When we shall be forever with the Lord.
When disappointment, grief and fear are gone,
Sorrow forgot, love’s purest joys restored.
Be still, my soul: when change and tears are past
All safe and blessèd we shall meet at last.

>I Cannot

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I cannot live like Jesus,
Example though He be–
For He was strong and selfless,
And I am tied to me.
I cannot live like Jesus;
My soul is never free;
My will is strong and stubborn;
My love is weak and wee.
But I have asked my Jesus
To Live His Life in me.
I cannot look like Jesus–
More beautiful is He
In soul and eye and stature,
Than sunrise on the sea,
Behold His warm, His tangible,
His dear humanity!
Behold His white perfection
Of purest deity!
Yet Jesus has promised
That we like him shall be.

~ Written by Betty Stam at ten years old ~

Read her powerful testimony and God-glorifying story here.

>White Shoes and Dandelion Stew

>As usual I had left myself little time to spare. My eyes impatiently scanned the shelf of shoes in our garage while my mind ticked away the seconds before I needed to be at my babysitting job. Not seeing my sneakers, I hastily settled settled on a pair of white flats still sitting in their Payless box. Snatching them from a bed of tissue paper, I threw the shoes into the car, hefted my bag stuffed with games, picture books, and coloring pages over the seat, and slammed the door behind me. As soon as I was in, I checked the car clock. Three minutes to make it down the hill on time. Perfect.

On the short trip down, I scarcely had time to catch my breath, let alone question the wisdom of my shoe choice. Anyway, the weather was an early spring cool, I carried with me a plethora of inside kind of activities, and there was no reason whatsoever to worry about dirtying my new white flats.

It seems I still haven’t learned the art of predicting.

No sooner did the door swing open than I was met by three eager little faces and a joyous trio: “Snowball has kittens! Let’s go see them, can we please?”

Before I had time to formulate a shoe-saving solution, I was being led by both hands across the driveway and into a large field. My feet were plunged into tall grasses and ground still soft from a recent rain.

“Wait just a minute,” I stopped in my tracks and tried to maintain a firm countenance in the face of three sets of adorable, excited eyes. “Where are these kittens anyway?”

“In the woods, over there.” Emily pointed to a cluster of trees several hundred feet of soggy muddy ground. “Come on!”

I looked down. A wet blade of grass had stuck to the toe of one of my shoes. I looked back up, sighed, and proceeded to trudge on. But Jessica and Mary didn’t follow. In my moment’s hesitation, they had made a discovery that left their fascination for kitties far behind.

“Oh look!” Jessica cried in rapture, “Just look at them all? Aren’t they beautiful?” Her eyes were fixed with awe on an enormous patch of dandelions in the center of the field. Mary didn’t say anything, but dove into the yellow mass. Soon all three girls were running delightedly through, in, and around the dandelions, picking them as fast as they little hands could.

I stood on the fringe, looking on with wonder. “What are you all doing?”

“Making dandelion stew!” Came the answer in a tone that implies, what else do you do with dandelions?

Dandelion stew. The words brought back such memories of carefree happy days – when the play was the thing and imagination made a thousand wondrous worlds. When dandelions weren’t weeds but beautiful props in a setting of dreams. A smile gradually crept across my face as I watched the a trio of bright-eyed wispy blonde haired children finding joy in such a simple ordinary part of life.

Then with a laugh thrown to the wind, I stepped inside the yellow circle. The rest of the afternoon was pure pleasure as I helped fill bucket after bucket with dandelion heads, make dandelion paste with stones, and stir a delicious mixture of weed, mud, water, and stone. Four girls using the simplest of materials to make the time of their lives.

As for my new white shoes? By the time I got home, it was hard to imagine they had ever been any color but a varigated brown flecked with specks of yellow. But I really truly didn’t care anymore. Everytime I slip my feet into those shoes, I smile remembering a day when I learned a precious lesson.

Truly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God like a child shall not enter it.” (Mark 10:15)

I think those of us who have been Christians for a long time are in danger of becoming complacent. We can grow so accustomed to life, so absorbed with petty concerns and fears, that we fail to see the showers of blessings raining down all around us. If we are not careful, we can lose the sense of awe and joy that accompanied our salvation.

But just because we are not looking for them doesn’t mean the blessings aren’t there. “The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end;they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness” (Lamentatiosns 2:22,23). The Lord’s mercies be found in the simplest of moments:

Frendship begun, renewed, or restored.

A kind word from a stranger.

Dinner with the family.

A sermon.

Strength for a difficult day.

A note of encouragement.

Life is not the mundane drudgery we sometimes believe it to be. It is full of opportunities to worship and praise the great God we serve, “to reach all the riches of full assurance of understanding and the knowledge of God’s mystery” (Colossians 2:2) “For his invisible attributes, namely, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made” (Romans 1:20).

In these moments, we the redeemed have the greatest blessing of all: the knowledge that our lives are orchestrated by the Master Composer who delights in giving good gifts to His children. Not because we have earned them but because He loves us.

Isn’t it amazing? We are loved! Abudantly, completely, in ways we can’t comprehend with our human minds. And Jesus, who won our hearts, is jealous for our affections, that we might
know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God” (Ephesians 3:19). The Lover of our souls desirous us to be enraptured with Him and to delight in His gifts to us.

As a Bride romanced by her Groom.

As a child rejoicing in the good gifts of her Father.

Let all the earth fear the Lord ; let all the inhabitants of the world stand in awe of him!” (Psalm 33:8) A life that is enraptured with the goodness of God takes on new meaning. Even dandelion stew becomes a foretaste of glory.